Monday, November 30, 2009

oops my bad!

s0o0o i've really been neglectin sorry 4 anybody who was really followin i feel like i have so much 2 say but not really tha time or words 2 say it....not my style 2 make false promises but flyytrapp u r not forgotten i will use u 2 blurt my thoughts @least occasionally

Monday, August 10, 2009


so i attended a ceremony friday 4 my job and the 1st sgt read this poem/prayer during his speech and of course my emotional behind teared up...BUT i got 2 my desk this morning & it was typed up on my desk!

Dear God,

I want to thank you for what you have already done. I am not goin to wait until i see results or receive rewards; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until i feel better or things look better; i am thanking you right now. i am not going to wait until people say they are sorry or until they stop talkin about me; i am thanking you right now. i am not going to wait until the pain in my body disappears; i am thanking you right now. i am not going to wait until my financial situation improves; i am going to thank you right now. i am not going to wait until the children are asleep and the house is quiet; i am going to thank you right now. i am not going to wait until i get promoted at work or until i get the job; i am going to thank you right now. i am not going to wait until i understand every experience in my life that has caused me pain or grief; i am thanking you right now. i am not going to wait until the journey gets easier or the challenges are removed; i am thanking you right now. i am thanking you because i am alive. i am thanking you because i made it through the day's difficulties. i am thanking you because i have walked around the obstacles. i am thanking you because i have the ability and the opportunity to do more and do better. I'm thanking you because father, you haven't given up on me.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

u go boi!!

aight so bet...since dis chris brown & rihanna shyt went down i been blown w/how ppl treated tha situation. i luv tha both of them plus ima pretty rational person so ppl's reactions had me stuck. 1: there's two sides to every story 2: he's not tha 1st guy to ever hit a woman 3: that's their situation not anybody elses. "i cant blieve he would do somethin like dat"...whole time u dont kno dat man!!! u dont kno wut he's capable of. then "i cant blieve she would go bak w/him"...once again u dont kno her life!!! if she not phased then y r u?! im really pleased w/his apology however i fell like shyt he aint hit me or a family memeber so that fact dat he had 2 publicly apologize 2 tha world was bogus. as long as he's xpressed dat rihanna & her camp he dont owe nobody else shyt. NUFF SAID

Friday, July 10, 2009


kinda sux how all good things come 2 an end....oh well no real in depth thoughts i wanna lay out or nuthin 4real jus a lil bit of vent...cant blieve its ova...cant blieve im actually ok w/dat...actually yes i can there's more 2 life & shyt actually used 2 stuff not workin out but no regrets i learned alot ab myself...#1 dat i CAN b n a relationship...#2 dat i MYTE wanna get married (1 day no time soon but @least its an option now)...dont really feel like it was a waste of time it was jus kind of a space filler...glad its urly july & i got my summer bak!!!!...ur def gonna miss me...NO MORE SUPERHEROS!!!!!! jus not anymore...that's all i got =/

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Twits Beware!

Plenty of social networking sites. ima member of many. twitter seems 2 b a lil more relaxed ppl say some real wreckless thangs but its all n good fun ya kno. but there r some consequences aparently. a Guatelmalan man was arrested for his 96 character tweet! hahahahahahhaha..OH MY BAD but here's the tweet: "First concrete action should be take cash out of Banrural and bankrupt the bank of the corrupt." they said it undermined public trust...BULL!!!! so he was let out on bail but why is he facing a 5 year sentance smh. DONT SAY i DiDNT WARN YALL!!!! ((btw follow me: B_Flyy_))

Hopeless or Wreckless

k so im flippin thru tha paper and i see the headline "Poll: Many Teens Feel HOpless" so i read on 2 see "15% of teens think they're goin 2 die at a young age." someresearcher said teens engage in risky behavior because they feel less is at stake NOT because they think they're invisible 2 harm. idk how i feel ab these findings tho. even when shyt is bleh im content n my reply 2 "how u doin?" is "eh...cant complain" because i kno my life aint perfect but its mine n dats jus enuff 4 me hmph!!!

Wake Up!

aight so last week was a very odd week. 1 of those joints that came out of tha left field. they say deaths com in threes but it jus seem like i little bit of extra was tagged on. The metro 9, farrah, michael and bill shocked everyone with their departures. with michal i feel like it was the death of an eera. he was a larger than life icon. his name embodied so much more. But anayways last week was a warning to some1...get ya life ryte! and they say death is comin so as i always say "...act accordingly."

Thursday, June 25, 2009

get more 4 ya money smh

s0o0o0o0o0 i walk n2 tha train station 2 go 2 work dis mornin, like i always do, n there's a train comin, like there usually is, and it causes a breeze n tha station, like it normally does, so as im walkin down tha steps this breeze attacks my skirt & iT BL0WS UP!!!!!! im talkin marilyn monroe style & u kno mornin commutes hav crazy amounts of i showed a good number of the metropolitan area workforce my flyy ass LiTERALLY!!!! oh well @least i had on drawz lls

Saturday, June 20, 2009


so i got my tix 2 c drake wayne soulja boy n jeezy aug. 7th @ nissan pavilion (tix on sale now go cop em) got em 2 days urly (cuz im xclusive) n tha seats r AMAZiNG!!!! mayb he'll ((wayne)) c me, realize wut he missin & we can get bak 2getha =]
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c dat lil grey dot?! aproximately that will b me!!!!!!

Monday, June 15, 2009

The Truth About Cats and Dogs

Been waitin on this folks! so since Mike Vick was released im like 'why is everybody jockin?!" He was released March 25th and tha paps (paparazzi) followed him all tha way back 2 VA and was all n his biz. Dis cat (hahaha no pun intended) did the crime and the time so drop it. & b4 yall start huffin n puffin about me bn "insensitive" lemmie jus say that ima HUGE animal lover. Have three dogs of my own, live on a farm and wanted to be a veterinarian. I also have a "nephew" who is a pitbull by the name of Max who i love dearly. But its not my place to judge Mike Vick period. So this man volutarily surrendered and recieved 2 charges, one count each of unlawfully torturing and kililng dogs and promoting dog fights. So besides everybody treatin tha man like a serial killer, they talkin about his future in football. Get real! this charge had nothin to do with his talent n im not excusing his behavior i jus think it was a bit of bad judgement on his part. So as im skimmin thru tha paper i see "Fla. Teen Accused of Mutilating Cats" immediate i said "post!" Tyler Weinman,18 year old white male, charged with 19 felony counts of animal cruelty, 19 misdemeanor counts of improperly disposing of an animal body, 19 AND 4 counts of burglary related to cat deaths. Now he did not surrender but was arrested at a party. Clearly this is much more severe and account and i highly doubt it'll obtain as much attention as did the aforementioned case. Smh so is it there a difference between cats and dogs, african american and caucation, famous and uknown...or did i really need 2 ask???

Friday, June 12, 2009

World Domination?

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So if you know me you know i love love love love love (ima stop now bc this could go on) Lil Wayne. & no im no groupie or bopper on tha bandwagon im talkin he was my boyfriend since Cash Money ruled the scene w/Hot Boyz. When Wayne dropped with The Block is Hot i was too pressed ab tha nu cutie on tha scene! (sidebar: tha 90s was full of cutie pie rappers....WUT HAPPENED?! anyways...) I remember in high school right b4 The Carter II dropped me and my friends went to see him. Tickets were like $40 i think and it was him, Mike Jones, and some gogo bands (TCB, CCB & some i 4get) and seating was GENERAL ADMISSION!!!! So like i said i've been a go hard fan (and girlfriend n my own mind lls). Lately however, i feel like i dont even know who he is anymore and i feel a breakup comming on =( Two girls preg w/due dates within the same month eh idk. i dont support tomfoolery so i gotta bounce. but really tho is he tryna build his own lil martian army and take over the world. Thats four kids, (not bad considering BUT) tha last three are only months apart! stay talkin about how "we are not the same [he is] a martian" and how he's "always strapped" and "i got army guns". not to mention that nina, mac, and ak-47's are his friends as mentioned n plenty of his verses lol. so all this time we been jammin 2 his songs and he's been sayin "welcome to wayne's world" was that our warning? idk jus a few thoughts tha stemmed from a convo w/tha bestie...wut yall think?

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

cook coke crack DEALER?!

High school football coach and his mans killed a coke dealer to avoid paying a debt. Ok kool wutever kill or be killed i get it kinda. But see here's where it gets crazy...after they shot him in the back THEY CHOPPED HIM UP AND COOKED HIM!!!!! y0o0o where they do dat at?! wasnt tryin to get caught at all went 2 desperate measures. i just wonder wut they were gonna do with it had they not have gotten caught....idk just gives a different meaning to cook coke crack lls

Enough Already in the Name of OBAMA!!

Alright fold im sounding off! 1st off let me just say that i voted and i love our president. He's an admirable man. But at the end of the day he is just a man. He cant be held responsible for every indicidual action within the U.S. He vowed to inspire "hope" and "change" and i feel like that he did. I'm tired of hearing "how u gonna [insert action here] Obama's president?!" People are going to be who they are regardless. They been sagging pants, spittin obsenities and committing crimes regardless of what tha big picture is. I'm also tired of people asking "has anything really changed?" NEWSFLASH: u cant fix 8 yrs of stuff within a little over 100 days smh. There's an order of operatio thta even the president has to go through. Laws and policies take time to change people know that yet they think Obama was jus supposed to introduce a utopia on November 5th. What those nay sayers need to be asking is what have i done to help bring about change in my own world. People are using his name as a crutch instead of an inspiring stepping stone and i think its unfortunate. And STOP PUTTIN DAT MANS NAME ON EVERTHING!!! Barack-O-Barbeque Rub and other ghetto, corny and tacky creations. I've seen that man on a pair of air forces come on now he's the president not a rapper. All i know is there betta not be any type of sounthern dance move named after him!!! we gotta draw tha line somewhere smh.....but hey....this is jus anotha piece of madness i think about from time 2 time....
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Monday, June 1, 2009

Eye for an Eye?

Image and video hosting by TinyPic Ok people here it is. We all know abortion is just one of those "iT" topics. No matter what there's always some type of debate about it. Consequently everyone has an opinion about it as well. BUT to kill a doctor who provides late term abortions is absolutely out of control. On top of that to shoot him on a Sunday while he was ushering is ridiculous! Dr. George Tiller was murdered in the lobby of his house of worship in Witchita, Kans. The man had been shot twice before and his clinic bombed by protestors and anti abortion groups. What people fail to realize is that we are not responsible for righting wrongs. And who are we to even say what wrong is. Doctors take an oath to aid in providing care to ailing individuals. So why crucify a person for performing their professional obligation?! And for those using religion as a foundation for their extreme views and actions i note that
1: Thou shalt not kill (Ex. 20:13)
2: Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For the same way you duge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you (Mt 7: 1-3)
3: no sin is more sinful than the next they are all viewed the same
4: regardless of any transgressions we serve a forgiving God and lucky for us all

So regardless of your position just remember to be open minded or atleast not so tunnel visioned to sanction such acts.

Friday, May 29, 2009

He missed me wit all dat.....

So everyone was talkin ab this crazy clip featurin Spectacular of Pretty Ricky. At first i wasnt sure what the hell was goin on but i finally peeped n WTF!!!! I honestly dont understand what would make him do this. People jus wont learn smh makin a fool of themselves for fame. None of this was attractive it was actually disturbin dat he kinda was rollin betta den me or any of my friends lls! It was also very weird how he called out chris brown, omarion and bow wow and was lookin all seductive @ tha camera...was that a subliminal?! Man look moral of tha story is unless you're soulja clips will not boost your career it will do the opposite.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

[untitled: joint about who's 2 blame]

so its always he did this
n then the he did that.
n this 1 aint shyt
n then that 1 was wack.
n this 1 is cute
n that 1 is flyy.
n this 1 is a liar
n that y?
its always somethin wrong
some crazy situation
dis 1 moves 2 fat
n with that 1 im jus waitin
i like this 1
but i miss that 1
this 1 is borin
n that 1 is fun
cant make up my mind
dont kno wut im lookin 4 so who knows wut i'll find
blamin both the nu and old
for the B that you c.
but mayb, jus mayb
i should take a look at me.

[untitled: joint ab choosin a guy]

thought i wanted a guy like you
but i also thought i wanted 1 like him.
truth is guess im not so sure.
the circle must b my favorite shap
i tend 2 travel n those quite often.
althought i walk n a forward direction
i do so lookin backwards.
not so smart, i kno,
but my pattern of travel none the less.
1 day i'll get it right,
knowin wut i want & wut i like.
but until then i'll go on crossin off wut i dont,
its funner this way!

[untitled: reflection]

in need of some peace.
searchin 4 somethin
just dont kno what.
wanting everythang
yet nuthin, all at the same time.
yeah, that sounds nice right now.
in so much distress
yet still i smile.
i dont kno how or why.
mayb its faith or hope,
4 tha future u kno.
the thought that it'll b ok.
the belief that it'll work itself out.
a beautiful catastrophe.
a peaceful storm.
i usually jus call it my life

Friday, May 15, 2009

[untitled: joint ab an old relationship]

flash bak.
ima kid again, about 13.
crazy in luv.
cised liiiiike,
jus 2 c u.
callin 4 any little thing,
jus 2 hear u.
im sprung, boi u got me
BUT im still me.
so im fakin hard,
but low key u kno.
shyt, how could u not.
fast forward 6 years.
dayum, already?!
still feelin tha same way.
ha! i cant believe it.
no butterflies but its somethin betta
im relaxed, at ease.
not a dream, but reality.
still some drama but i got dat.
workin on dis future thang
while payin close attention 2 tha past.
hmm mayb 2 much attention.
funny how bak then i wanted 2 b older,
guess i thought i would feel different.
but now, with you, 13 is 19, go figure.

Too Far?

ok look i kno everybody has something 2 say about kyle but get real xtra or not dis dude had a point. 1st off let me start by sayin HELL YEAH i LAUGHED!!! i dont hav no drama of my own so i luv otha people's. BUT anyways everybody wants 2 jump at him and say he's wrong, fact of the matter is kay had a point but tha way she went about it justified his reaction. 1st off she should have corrected him on the bus when it all started instead of lettin it rock. her next chance 2 make it ryte was 2 say yeah i ate ur ribs so what?! cuz ol gurl was talkin mad shyt when she was eatin em. rule numba 1: if u gon do somethin OWN iT! den he asked her "did u eat them" she said no. now she str8 up lied so she wrong twice. so afta everythang went down n he blu up she still had a chance 2 get bad. she was goin off n tha confessional but she put dat dayum money n tha microwave in less den 10 mins LLS!!!!! jus dont get it dey b so mad @ him thinkin he run tha house but nobody puts him n his place so dey deserve to suffer from his tantrums point blank period...

& i digress it gave me a good laugh & made 4 good tv...mission accomplished i guess

Thursday, May 14, 2009

1st dosage of madness

hmm didnt kno where to start so i decided i'd jus got off the the cotton balls were very angry about the meatballs not catching the bus smh i say since moses parted the red sea whats the big deal. guess it never really mattered anyway since peguins are doing the stanky legg. some dancers they are they forgot to take the refrigerator out of the oven, rookies! then the tomatoes of all people had the nerve to hitchhike through the cool whip. i dont kno how they managed because the pillows had a hard time inflating the alarm clock. extension cords are living the life as tree stomps find their roots. if the textbooks fly too high they will surely get an oil change. aw well we all deserve a piece of shoestring. easter eggs are on their way to apply foundation. and with tires are against the ironing boards and i jus dont kno wut tha world is coming to. guess we'll neva kno as long as the pencils keep singin for equal rights