FOOTLOOSE & FANCY FREE!!!!!

kinda sux how all good things come 2 an end....oh well no real in depth thoughts i wanna lay out or nuthin 4real jus a lil bit of vent...cant blieve its ova...cant blieve im actually ok w/dat...actually yes i can there's more 2 life & shyt happens...im actually used 2 stuff not workin out but no regrets i learned alot ab myself...#1 dat i CAN b n a relationship...#2 dat i MYTE wanna get married (1 day no time soon but @least its an option now)...dont really feel like it was a waste of time it was jus kind of a space filler...glad its urly july & i got my summer bak!!!!...ur def gonna miss me...NO MORE SUPERHEROS!!!!!!...eh jus not anymore...that's all i got =/

[untitled: joint about who's 2 blame]

so its always he did this
n then the he did that.
n this 1 aint shyt
n then that 1 was wack.
n this 1 is cute
n that 1 is flyy.
n this 1 is a liar
n that 1...man y?
its always somethin wrong
some crazy situation
dis 1 moves 2 fat
n with that 1 im jus waitin
i like this 1
but i miss that 1
this 1 is borin
n that 1 is fun
cant make up my mind
dont kno wut im lookin 4 so who knows wut i'll find
blamin both the nu and old
for the B that you c.
but mayb, jus mayb
i should take a look at me.

[untitled: joint ab choosin a guy]

thought i wanted a guy like you
but i also thought i wanted 1 like him.
truth is guess im not so sure.
the circle must b my favorite shap
i tend 2 travel n those quite often.
althought i walk n a forward direction
i do so lookin backwards.
not so smart, i kno,
but my pattern of travel none the less.
1 day i'll get it right,
knowin wut i want & wut i like.
but until then i'll go on crossin off wut i dont,
its funner this way!

[untitled: joint ab an old relationship]

flash bak.
ima kid again, about 13.
crazy in luv.
cised liiiiike,
jus 2 c u.
callin 4 any little thing,
jus 2 hear u.
im sprung, boi u got me
BUT im still me.
so im fakin hard,
but low key u kno.
shyt, how could u not.
fast forward 6 years.
dayum, already?!
still feelin tha same way.
ha! i cant believe it.
no butterflies but its somethin betta
im relaxed, at ease.
not a dream, but reality.
still some drama but i got dat.
workin on dis future thang
while payin close attention 2 tha past.
hmm mayb 2 much attention.
funny how bak then i wanted 2 b older,
guess i thought i would feel different.
but now, with you, 13 is 19, go figure.