[untitled: joint about who's 2 blame]

so its always he did this
n then the he did that.
n this 1 aint shyt
n then that 1 was wack.
n this 1 is cute
n that 1 is flyy.
n this 1 is a liar
n that 1...man y?
its always somethin wrong
some crazy situation
dis 1 moves 2 fat
n with that 1 im jus waitin
i like this 1
but i miss that 1
this 1 is borin
n that 1 is fun
cant make up my mind
dont kno wut im lookin 4 so who knows wut i'll find
blamin both the nu and old
for the B that you c.
but mayb, jus mayb
i should take a look at me.

[untitled: reflection]

in need of some peace.
searchin 4 somethin
just dont kno what.
wanting everythang
yet nuthin, all at the same time.
tranquility.
yeah, that sounds nice right now.
in so much distress
yet still i smile.
i dont kno how or why.
mayb its faith or hope,
4 tha future u kno.
the thought that it'll b ok.
the belief that it'll work itself out.
a beautiful catastrophe.
a peaceful storm.
i usually jus call it my life